yahoo I did it!!

 hahahaa i made a move again - i pass my resume to my previous company - hehehe 

Lord - let your will be done...

Thank you for your provision and blessings😀😀😀😀

$5 Million Canadian Dollars won by me ✌😍😎🙌🙏

 lols - i just had a 2 night literally night sleeping at my friend's RV/cum trailer..it was a good experience and it was nice waking up in the middle of beautiful trees and nature..

thank you Lord for today - for waking me up this morning - for this new day 

thank you for the good health and safety of me and my family

thank you for my friends - for allowing them to touch my life as well as i touch mine

thank you for final abundance and souce of income...

thank you for the new IT work that you will be giving to me

thank you for the $21 money i won in lottery and thank you Lord and i am claiming it $5M CAD is waitng to be won by me..

Thankyou Lord!

Thank you Universe!!

why?

 i heard my aunt passed away she is the sister of my mother...i can understand my mom crying about but im feeling indifferent about - i was actually relieved for my aunt because she can rest now - not bother with all the earthly things that caused her sickness to worsen..

mind is such complicated thing - sigh --

i do feel sad for my mom but it was at the point of crying  - to tell the truth i shed a tear when i heard pope francis died than my aunt -- 

on my seventh month here - but as the day goes by - it seems i dont plan to stay here more than the required..

but God knows what is the best for us - i will just follow His lead...

THANK YOU LORD!!

april is ending in a few days

 so many things happening to the world - pope francis died already may he rest in peace - he is already in the arms of the Lord...

and yes - i went to vancouver with a colleague of mine - it feels like Malaysia and as i say it feels like home...hahaha but i am here in fort st john and got a 3 days taste of more variety of choices of food - transportation...hhaha--i hope i was working there instead of here...

thank you Lord for that experience 😆

time flies fast - april will be done by next week and i have stayed half a year here in canada though it is sunnier everyday but the cold still there....

and Lord help me find the place you want me to be..

thank you Lord for having money more than I need

thank you Lord for attracting all the money in my life

thank you Lord for my good health and safety

thank you Lord for the good health and safety of my family..

thank you Lord for my current work and the new IT work you will give to me

thank you Lord for my rich and wealthy asian husband..

oopsie..hello there

 oh i never thought my last entry was in January 2025 hahaha i remembered wrong 😑

i have been asking myself recently - when was the last time i dream of something or made a goal..this made me think because my good friend mentioned their retirement plans which is in the Philippines..its basically showing me a simple house 😆

but from this conversation it made me think when was the last time i have goals like these...and got stumped...unfortunately i cant think when...

oh yeah this 'canadian dream' seems one of those ....but how do i say these - i got really disappointed hahaha...i kinda miss my IT world and my own world hahahahaha...

recently i have been praying that it seems if my mission here in canada is done so please Lord allow me to go back to where i should be...

life here is out of my comfort zone - physical job and worst is those gossipy co workers --maybe as my friend mentioned i got really spoiled in malaysia hahahaha -- 

but i know i will get through this - i know this 'canadian dream' will be a good learning experience for me i just need to get my life going and live at the moment and who knows maybe i can rekindle or think any goals dreams for me along the wayy..

as i always pray lead me where you want me to be Lord..

thank you!!

hello 2025

 hahaha hello hello its been a while and yes I got my shiny new toy so as I told my friends here in my new place -- magbabalik aka sa IT lols so aja aja for me..

I miss doing stuff on laptops hahaha even my previous work I kinda missed it except for those late night calls..

just checking in so lets see when will 2025 bring me..

thank you 2024 for a wonderful year!!!

here comes September and so .....

 oopsie times really flies fast its BER months -- and my countdown will be starting - 10 days to go before i leave my current residency --- 

excited? not yet? i kept thinking a lot of things....hahahaa but i am looking forward to it...my favorite season of the year - and here i come new place hahahaha...