blabbs

i decided to write after reading a tweet regarding a crying tegoshi and not taking massu's towel..

which makes me think - did massu and tegoshi really have grow apart...i want to go inside their mind or maybe just witness them off cam...hahahaa..because i feel like tegoshi is only enduring it because they belong to the same group...i haven't really watched them interacting for a very long time...even their shows not enough motivation to watch but i think that's because i know tegoshi will be more closer to the 2 members than massu...

on the other side - i also wonder if massu is just using fanservice to tegoshi...and not sincere...the reason i really stopped watching them already is because they broke my heart...i love them together even just singing...but they have priorities now..and they are entertainer...i hope all those peoples i have love to watch..i will not boxed them...because it only hurts me...

my love for them has dwindled along the years..yes..i still like NEWS...but i think most of the time i just passed them not giving them enough time to really look into them deeply and see how much they have grow and change..

i will always be thankful to NEWS and TEGOMASU for being with all through those years...they made my living abroad easier....and hopefully someday - my heart and mind will accept that...tegoshi and massu will never be best of friends or even friends..they just happen to be in the same workplace...

thank you TEGOMASU for all those wonderful..i hope someday i can watch your LIVE...and simply enjoy your amazing voices...

Ganbare !!!!

akin na lang sia..lols...as if

hahahaa..ano ba eto..nakakatuwa naman...naging interested ako sa thai lakorn..ang mga shiniship ko mga sunken ship na..

that's just too bad that my latest apple of the eye esther and sean...was previously good friends..and now not..hay mahirap talaga mainlab sa taong di naman dapat...lols..

pero sa totoo lang based sa mga pictures nila..parang same naman sila ng intensity ng feeling..mwahahaha..siempre for pictures..pero kung totoo man na nanay ni esther ang nagalipusta..that is just rude..pwede naman sabihin...ng maayos...yun siguro reason baket di ko nakita si sean sa happy ending party ng ugly duckling series....

hmmm gumawa sila ulit ng bagong palabas...ano kaya ang hitsura..i saw behind the scenes..may kulitan naman..pero buti na lang nauna ko malaman na may jowa si esther...hahaha bago ko sila nadiscover...but still..oh well...

out of all asian dramas na pinapanood...taiwanese or china lang talaga di ako nagshiship well ibang kaso si shan shan at feng teng..ibang level yun...sila pa lang..mwahhahaa..pero dito sa thai lakorn..hahaha pootek makaship ako...pero ang pogi ni sean..akin na lang sia esther kung ayaw mo mwahahahahahahhaa...ah japanese din pala...hmmm korean depende sa palabas ata..pero dito sa thai lakorn..nyets...gusto ko sila forever..hahahaha...pero tanggapin na natin ang katotohanan..artista lang sila hahahaha...magdiwang ka kung sila nagkatuluyan kung indi naan...just nurse your disappointed and broken heart...

okay so long my shipper heart...sean and esther...another sunken ship..

and i stand corrected..its not a kiss in the cheek..it is called thai sniff kiss...now i know..hahaha..from what i read..it is the highest form of showing your love in public..in thai...hope im correct...but anyway...interesting to know...hihihi..

waaaahhhh.......i love them wahahahah

hahahaha...this is crazy...i finished watching my third thai lakorn series..wmaahahahaa..technically second...if you count if i finished the whole series..i am on my fourth but like what i did with kiss me i watched the last episode first...hahahaha...i might finished Le Ratree even before kiss me..
Esther and Shaun wahahahaha...ugghhh they look so good together...

this is one hella hot couple...i mean they are good with their acting..omg esther she's not really exceptionally beautiful even sans make up..but there is so refreshing when you look at her..and yes..and the way she acts..not overacting...hahahaha...but i find her good in light drama and comedy like in the ugly duckling series..i totally love her antics and the way she cringed when men touch her..hahaha...

my love for this couple is because of their ugly duckling series.....i haven't finished Le Ratree but i will soon...even though i think its gonna give me heartbreak before my happy ever after....and shaun..he looks more like an HK actor..i think he can pass as andy lau's brother...hahaha...he gives me that vibe...but i love his acting...he can be playful..mean..serious..and cold...my typical love story hero..and look at those eyebrows...hahahahaa....

luckily..i first found out that esther has a boyfriend if not i will ship esther and shaun to be real..like aomike..but oh well..im okay with my koo-jin couple being good friends and not a real item..hahaha..because if you are good friends..you can recreate all those good feelings which can be reflected in your acting...and your audience will enjoy it..which is basically the main purpose of your job..

as i have mention in my previous post..i have sunken ship already for aom and mike..but if i catch them doing a series again as partners..i will watch it...because they are just really nice to see together..and i wanna see how both them as grown up in their craft...its not that i don't like them to pair with other actors and actresses..i just want to see what i want to see..they make me feel good..so i will just enjoy it...

as for esther and shaun..hopefully they can have more projects together...hehehe..because with that chemistry and good acting i feel...they are good working partners.

so who's next...push and esther? hahaha or other thai lakorn couples..i have yet to see mario maurier in a lakorn...and also im curious with yaya and nadech..hahahaha...and other thai actors hahahaa...let me see..im gonna catch them alll

and it's quite interesting to know..a kiss in the cheek in thai lakorns means commitment..

huhuhuhu...my sunken ships

hihihihi...aiyoo...shipping aomike has made me write again LOLS..not sure if its good or bad..but i want to remember these two beautiful creatures who made me ship another culture and made me curious to taste green curry hihihi..and it was spicy...let me see if i can take it if i have the chance to go to bangkok...or maybe back to phuket (^_^)

how many days already...forgot..and also the nth i have watched full house last episode...huhuhu..kiss me still not done..i will just wait and see...

i want to disect each video and picture which has aom and mike in it..they look so lovely together i want them to make babies...but i dont want to get my hopes up..both are very hardworking and professional...

huhuhuhu...after 12 days hahaha...it finally sink in..lols..aomike is a sunken ship just like ariel and joe cheng...they cannot be the character they played in their dramas  in real life..not team real..lols

i should be happy they are good friends...but still disheartening and sad when i know they can never be together in RL..only as good friends *sighs*..

from the videos i saw aom seems more comfortable with her other male co-stars even mike's brother--actually they are cute wahahhahaa...but oh well..this is for my sanity...hahaha...im trying to come up why aom is different with mike than the others hahaha..

1. mike really likes her..mwahahahaha(dream on)
2. mike's fan (let's admit it...not everyone likes their idol dating someone..fans think they own them)
3. mike's baby--

how i wish i really knew them personally just to get them to see how they interact with each other..hahaha..but i like that they have respect and trust each like a very good friend..i think aom didn't really judge mike when he didn't marry the mother of his child but take responsibility of the child..and also..maybe aom was of the few good friends that mike trusts enough to open his heart..maybe along the way...mike's let his guard down with few people and aom is one of them...

i remember watching a one on one show before the kiss me shooting...mike does seems tired..who would not...hahaha travelling between thailand and china..but just like mike in full house..he needs to take responsibility with his actions...he seems like a deep and sensitive person..and he is hardworking..but what struck me most was when he answered about his ideal girl..everyone will point out it was aom...how i hope so...

i will just enjoy them together...despite being a sunken ship..at least they are good friends hahaha..

how many sunken ships do i have already huhuhuhu...let me count
 - yamapi and maki
 - antoinette and dingdong
 - julie ann san jose and elmo magalona

hahaha that's all i remember..oh well...just enjoy the entertainment :)

another ship...AOMIKE AOMIKE AOMIKE

hahahaa..5 days being a faney of this cute koojin couple..and i want this ship to sail FOREVER please LOLS...

watched episode 20 of Full House for nth time..still can't get over them..waaaahh..can they just hug like that forever mwahahaha...

anyway..well from my limited eye and imaginative mind LOL..i think Mike is smitten with Aom..waaaahhh but he was already friend zoned huhuhuhu....and too bad..their imaginary dating life was cut short due to mike's scandal about his son..hahaha...i didn't read or even dig up..it just assumptions lols.

hahaha magtatagalog ako...sayang nafriendzoned na sia ni aom..who's really pretty and smart as mike says...and bagay sila..from what i see sa mga limited na videos nila....i mean...ayaw ko masyadoh magkalkal baka madisappoint ako..hahahaha...pero i love what they said sa true insider circa full house pa yung date sa 61st floor ba yun..hahaha...natawa ako pinakita talaga kung baket yung kay aom ang kinuha ni mike na drinks...lols...(old habits die hard mike..huh )...si mike sa future di nia knows si aom ayaw nia mapressure at she's right...mike will have other leading ladies than her..hahaha....

as a fan we have selfish desires para sa mga idol and just because we are a fan..we feel entitled sa buhay nila...and make them robot...i have own selfish expectations to my idols specially couples that me really feel kilig LOLS but recently maybe I have matured and started to lower my expectations  lalo na sa mga shiniship kong mga couple ika nga...hanggang sabi na lang ako na sana maging kau in real life...i just consciously decided to like them if they are together and their project together can make me smile and happy...and on most cases if like their things solo or with other people i just enjoy them too....

my interest for aomike for 5 days still new...i am not sure if it will be a passing interest only or not...hahahhaa..but really i would love to see them getting married and having those cute babies..
i feel like if given a chance mike's greatest love will be aom...i can still see mike's playful eyes when looking at aom...and aom still comfortable with mike hehehe...the girl is cautious..how i wish i can try to check how aom with her other co starts errr golf exception because he's mike brother...lols
ctto for the pic

did it again

haahahaha...wow now it will be become an annual thingy...but oh well..i am not really practicing writing online hahaha..not sure why hahaha..

it was surprising to see my post last year..how long it has been..it will be 10 years in 2016...am i not still over you...and  i wonder did i accelerate myself from last year with regards to work..hmmm maybe i did..hahahaa

today i rant on my other blog about work..hmmm should i share my thoughts on my family here...
on positive note..we got a new home...hahaha..finally after all the efforts and help from my siblings..but of course i am still the major contributor..

last monday, i called my father to talk to them and just want to know how they are..it really clutched my heart when my mother started crying and told me about my brother being able to treat his friends to a mcdonalds or maybe drinks..but not even buying my father his milk...and then they started to compare again my generosity...it distracted me until this day..i havent talked to them again even though i am planning to do a family outing when i go home this may just over the weekend...

i know its the biggest issue in my family..of having a sister like me..for my family i am the biggest achiever..my siblings have to measure up to me..i am the point of comparison of my parents...i only realised it recently when i have matured...so sometimes i try to fill the gap by giving them presents materially...but well it doesn't help...my parents still feel..i am the most generous among my siblings..

for me i am not generous..i only give when i have to take something..but enihow..its been boggling me for a long time..how to take these things and talked it out with my sister and brothers...because well..we are not used to opening up our feelings to our family..i know for a fact we will confide in friends more than our parents and sisters..lucky me..my sister and i share some thoughts...
i want to use this blog to have write what i want to say to my brothers and sister...


mga kapatid...first of all thank you for taking care of our parents while i am out of country..maraming salamat at sinasamahan nio sila..

sorry sa mga pagkakataong nadisappoint ko kayo at di kayo natulungan...mapafinancial or moral support man lang..sorry kung minsan you feel di same ang treatment ko sa inyo...ika nga nafefeel nio na may favoritism ako...pasensia na..i always try my best na kung may ibigay sa isa ay mabibigyan ko lahat...pero tao lang..

sa totoo lang..for all these years..wala akong inisip kundi pano matutulungan kayo..pano matutulungan sila nanay...oo napapasaya ko sarili ko..pero di pwedeng dikau kasama sana nga mayaman na lang tayo para di worried sa pera..but Thank God..safe at healthy naman taung lahat..it took me 10 years to finally realize one of my dreams ang magkaroon ng sariling bahay..with of course the help ninyo...indi ako kumuha ng malaking bahay at tigiisang kwarto tau kasi alam ko...sooner or later magkakaroon din kayo ng sariling family...or may sarili na kayong pamilya..actually yung bahay is for nanay and tatay's peace of mind..worried sila kapag pinaalis na sa broadway..wala rin naman silang bahay sa jabong..so eto may bahay na tau..Thank God...

meron lang akong gustong hingin na favor sa inyo...kung maari sana...wag nio pasamain ang loob ni nanay at tatay...or paiyakin si nanay at tatay...alam ko...may mga pagkukulang sila sa inyo...at may kanya kanya kayong hinanakit sa kanila..pero magulang pa rin natin sila..nagsikap pa rin sila para makapag aral tayo di man nakatapos ang iba sa atin at may pagkain na ihahapag sa atin....respeto at pagaalaga lang pwede nating isukli sa mga sacrifices nila...maswerte pa rin tau buhay sila...at natutulungan tau kapag kinakailangan...si tatay kahit pagod sa trabaho..magdrive ng ibang tao..kapag kelangan taung sunduin sinusundo tau...si nanay..kahit naglalaba or kelangan magluto ng baon natin nagbabasa ng kamay kahit nagplantsa ng damit..

kung may mga times na di nasusunod gusto nio or nagkakamali sila wag nio naman sigawan..at ipamukha sa kanila na mas mataas pinagaralan nio...sila pa rin ang instrumento ni Lord para ilabas tau sa mundo at makapag aral...at makarating sa lugar natin ngaun

matuto naman taung magappreciate ng mga ginagawa nila for us..ilibre nio lang sila ng food or ilabas or bilhan ng gatas at gamot matutuwa na sila sa inyo at mafefeel nila importante sila sa atin..

sana kung pano nio ilibre mga kaibigan nio sa mcdonalds at inuman kaya nio rin gawin sa kanila...kasi ang bottom line in the end..magulang pa rin ang magwoworry at sasalo sau sa oras ng kagipitan..

at sana wag kayong masyadong madamot kapag nanghingi sila ng pera..oo di naman natin obligasyon magbigay ng pera sa kanila..kasi tau rin naman nakikinabang di naman nila pinangsusugal...pinambibili rin ng food para sa mga tao sa bahay....at nakakahingi din naman kau ng pera sa kanila kapag needs  you...