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i decided to write after reading a tweet regarding a crying tegoshi and not taking massu's towel..

which makes me think - did massu and tegoshi really have grow apart...i want to go inside their mind or maybe just witness them off cam...hahahaa..because i feel like tegoshi is only enduring it because they belong to the same group...i haven't really watched them interacting for a very long time...even their shows not enough motivation to watch but i think that's because i know tegoshi will be more closer to the 2 members than massu...

on the other side - i also wonder if massu is just using fanservice to tegoshi...and not sincere...the reason i really stopped watching them already is because they broke my heart...i love them together even just singing...but they have priorities now..and they are entertainer...i hope all those peoples i have love to watch..i will not boxed them...because it only hurts me...

my love for them has dwindled along the years..yes..i still like NEWS...but i think most of the time i just passed them not giving them enough time to really look into them deeply and see how much they have grow and change..

i will always be thankful to NEWS and TEGOMASU for being with all through those years...they made my living abroad easier....and hopefully someday - my heart and mind will accept that...tegoshi and massu will never be best of friends or even friends..they just happen to be in the same workplace...

thank you TEGOMASU for all those wonderful..i hope someday i can watch your LIVE...and simply enjoy your amazing voices...

Ganbare !!!!