On this day of your life, we believe God wants you to know ... that you've been talking to God too much, and not listening enough. Prayer is when you talk to God. Meditation is when you become quiet and listen to God. You've learned how to talk and ask well. Time to learn how to listen and hear, because God has been answering you.
this is my message from God for today in facebook...and i think it is very appropriate..eversince i went home to the Phils and came back here in China..i always made sure..i am talking to God thru any prayers..and it was the same things that i prayed...but i dont do something about to help me...hahaha..oh actually i did just not whole-heartedly..sometimes i always said..why must life be so complicated when you're an adult..
i envy babies because theirs are very simple, they cry if they are hungry or irritated...they easily smile when something is very pleasing to them...
life is really simple i think...though i dont know why human nature makes it so complicated sometimes...
all through my 3 years stay in China..i think i might have grown a little and think too much..hahaha....or maybe worry too much...but all the experiences i encounter here are much treasured all though some are not really good..but still it made your life right???
i have a lot of things i want to do in 2010...and march is just around the corner and i still don't have any progress on that...i just wanted to write it in here..maybe somehow it can remind me...and come true with hard work and prayers...though i think i must learn to meditate and listen to God...my stubborness is very evident...
things i want to do in 2010
- find a new work that is satisfying(financially and emotionally) and exciting and it should be a new environment..
- travel to Japan..(this plan made it easier when the news of TM live tour came in...but still i think unless my passport has the Japan visa on one page..i can still hope and dream)
- work on learning Japanese as in seriously...i always try to learn things half-heartedly..i don't know..i dont make much effort and i believe that unless you work hard...you will not accomplish something...
the above are the major things i wanted to do...and with God's grace and mercy..i hope I can do it...
oh and another thing...i know as you age and meet different people there will be some friends you might lost along the way...i am not sure..if its really me..or its just that we got different interests now..i do have my old close friends...but i still miss my other friends...*sighs*