mmm

mmm i never thought i would be hurt...i know you are just stating some facts...and i know you have moved fandom..i never asked you to return to my fandom..i am just stating my opinions...i was really surprised..i am aware of the limit of the talents of the fandom i am flailing with..they dont brought a lot of money to their agency..but still they have their own charm...

i still love you...you are one of the nicest people i have met in this online world and fandom..its just i guess..it now shows the difference in our age...hehehee...

but you know it hurts...because there was a time you flailed over them..

its happening.....

its happening..wahahaa..i should be glad..but it kinda hurt...

last week i found out from my team mate that may manager remembered when i told him i am leaving my current work in november...so he told her to learn as much...

now its time take that irreversible step to move forward...

its scary...but i need to do this for myself....even if it means going back to zero...

gaahh..why did YOU have to ruined my day...

i should overdramatizing my life..it isn't healthy...

move forward...