uggghhh

uggggh....i dont know..what to think anymore..its like im trying so hard not to think about my application in my previous company...but still i cant help to be positive i will land a position a there...my patience is running out....

i have been not working for two months now....im being pissed off..at the way the lifestyle of my parents have not yet changed ever since i went out of country...and im scared to adapt to it again...i want my own room back...huhuhuhu...

PLEASE GOD HAVE MERCY ME ON ME...LET ME HAVE A JOB by NEXT WEEK...

THANK YOU....