oh i never thought my last entry was in January 2025 hahaha i remembered wrong 😑
i have been asking myself recently - when was the last time i dream of something or made a goal..this made me think because my good friend mentioned their retirement plans which is in the Philippines..its basically showing me a simple house 😆
but from this conversation it made me think when was the last time i have goals like these...and got stumped...unfortunately i cant think when...
oh yeah this 'canadian dream' seems one of those ....but how do i say these - i got really disappointed hahaha...i kinda miss my IT world and my own world hahahahaha...
recently i have been praying that it seems if my mission here in canada is done so please Lord allow me to go back to where i should be...
life here is out of my comfort zone - physical job and worst is those gossipy co workers --maybe as my friend mentioned i got really spoiled in malaysia hahahaha --
but i know i will get through this - i know this 'canadian dream' will be a good learning experience for me i just need to get my life going and live at the moment and who knows maybe i can rekindle or think any goals dreams for me along the wayy..
as i always pray lead me where you want me to be Lord..
thank you!!