I know just the other day..i was smiling happily telling myself that I have fallen in love again my favorite pretty boy again…but the feeling did not last long..after creating the crack post in my LJ…the next day I read the Sapporo fanreports…it does kinda make me disappointed on some parts..it seems the magic of Osaka was gone…oh well..i guess here I go again reading too much..waaaaaaaaaaah…please give me back my sanity tegomasu……give me back my broken heart….
my friend linked me to a translation from a recent magazine scan…my heart went out when I read massu's love message to tegoshi
A love message for Massu by Tegoshi
A "love message"? (lol). Ok, since we're going to be together for 2 full months in 35 stages maybe some hard times will come too but I really want to do my best. With the rehearsal they will be 3 months...yoroshiku onegaishimasu!
A love message for Tegoshi by Massu
Maybe this is the longest time I'll spend together with Tegoshi after Tegomasu Matsuri, there I was able to see all the various side of Tegoshi (lol). Since we're going to spend a long time together again I want to know again a lot of things that I don't know about Tegoshi. Please, teach me (lol).
the whole message of Massu made my heart burst with sadness..it hurts..i even cry…its makes me so sad…that really..my OTP…is really just two random people who were put together and smile for the camera or fans….i know I am slowly accepting the fact they can't be koyashige….and I know..there is something between them that makes them click together…but i can't help but feel sad and hurt reading massu's love message to tegoshi …why massu…you're 3 years too late…tegoshi has grown up….though oh well I am such a possessive onee-san that sometimes I don't like the way he growed up….but still I love him anyway..even with his monstrous hair…
before the start of your tour..i was feeling sad and disappointed…I did not expect anything from you..but then the Osaka fanreports and the papa pics came out..as I have said in previous entry..its been a long time since I saw tegoshi smiled like that..i am not sure why though…I should never expect besides performing your act well not even fanservice from you tegomasu….because expectations leads to disappointments..leading to heartaches..i have to convince myself..this is all an act….you are two good singers that harmonized so nicely together…*sighs*….
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