blabbs

i decided to write after reading a tweet regarding a crying tegoshi and not taking massu's towel..

which makes me think - did massu and tegoshi really have grow apart...i want to go inside their mind or maybe just witness them off cam...hahahaa..because i feel like tegoshi is only enduring it because they belong to the same group...i haven't really watched them interacting for a very long time...even their shows not enough motivation to watch but i think that's because i know tegoshi will be more closer to the 2 members than massu...

on the other side - i also wonder if massu is just using fanservice to tegoshi...and not sincere...the reason i really stopped watching them already is because they broke my heart...i love them together even just singing...but they have priorities now..and they are entertainer...i hope all those peoples i have love to watch..i will not boxed them...because it only hurts me...

my love for them has dwindled along the years..yes..i still like NEWS...but i think most of the time i just passed them not giving them enough time to really look into them deeply and see how much they have grow and change..

i will always be thankful to NEWS and TEGOMASU for being with all through those years...they made my living abroad easier....and hopefully someday - my heart and mind will accept that...tegoshi and massu will never be best of friends or even friends..they just happen to be in the same workplace...

thank you TEGOMASU for all those wonderful..i hope someday i can watch your LIVE...and simply enjoy your amazing voices...

Ganbare !!!!

sulat lang

hahaha..i missed writing in blogs..its not that i don't have time..it's just sometimes it hard to organise your thoughts into something comprehensible..hopefully my spelling is right..

anyway on my last day being at this age hahahaha..i want to mark down also and celebrate and acknowledged myself for being a fangirl of asian cuties for a decade...so long already...ang tagal na..thanks to the internet..

i think it is more than a decade..probably nearing 2 decades...it all started with kdrama then kpop then jdorama then jpop...chinese/taiwanese drama then mando pop...and noowww....tsaran...my love for lakorn is getting bigger hahahaha...and sadly im not enjoying some of my own countries palabas na hahahahaa...parang i find it so mediocre...hahahaa....

i remember when we were flying to taiwan last april - for flying entertainment there are a lot of tagalog movies which were quite popular and box office in the philippines...i tried to watch then hahaha only a few minutes into the movie - i changed to another movie..and it repeats until all the videos hahaha were played...hahaha...ang attention span ko grabeh...they didnt even hold my interest...not sure why..the artistas are nice looking naman...hahahaa baka dahil walang subtitles at naiintindihan ko hahahahahaha..

here's the thing...nawiwindang ako minsan kapag i heard my native language all over the places..parang feeling ko alien ako...hahahaha..like when i went back last april for 3 weeks...i met with my friends to eat at some Filipino restaurant...nawindang ako sa ingay ng atmosphere na parang di ko naenjoy masyadoh ung company ng friends...halos di kami magkarinigan...because of the talk around the restaurant plus yung background music..kaloka hahaha...

ayan na out of topic na naman ako sa dapat kong isulat..at ayun wala naman ang thoughts ko hahahahaa....

as i was saying...recently im getting into thai lakorns...actually it was in 2016 when i saw the full house thai version..then i have those koojins hahaha...well all of them are sunken ship nows lols...so i dont expect anymore...and there quite of thai lakorns i have watched hahaa...some i fast forwarded...lols...and sometimes i cringed kasi sa ibang actors parang gusto ko lang makita yung main girl at main guy...hahahaha

my latest sunken ship is tsaran....bella and pope....from Bhuppae Sunniwat...waaah..this series...i love the time travel plot..the chemistry is awesome and nakakakilig sila...i really have this weak heart if the actor got a nice smile...weakness ko eh....although i think the translation is not that accurate..and the there are some scenes in which i skipped..i totally love this partnership...and body goals etong si bella...haahahaha....but the feels while watching them flirting..then the BTS hahaha...so LOL...and both are really good actors and actresses...the other leads mejo familiar ako..due to Cupid series..i guess like in the Philippines...they are exclusive to one channel...hehehehe...

the series was so popular in thailand they will have their reruns hahahaa...with my recent love for thai lakorns..i find it so refreshing how close as friends yung mga lead stars...

ang cute nilaa hahahaha