happy birthday tegoshi yuya

happy birthday my pretty boy!

you're such a special boy..that i wanted to make a post on your birthday...it's been nice knowing you all this time...i look forward to the day i will be not only watching your concert with Massu or NEWS...but personally knowing you.

ramblings

I know I have been restless recently..oh well..it's not the first time happening…it was how do you say…a year in the making now…or probably half a year in the making..such a long time ne?

I am not sure if getting access again in LJ was a joyous occasion for me or my downfall…hahaha…see I am too confusing..that's why I needed to write or rant this out so it can be out of my mind…is this a phase I am going through..fandom wise…bwahahhaa…

I still know for sure I love Tegoshi ->Tegomass-> NEWS…but somehow…I feel like I am in a dreamy land when they are all concerned….or maybe I am just too sensitive….argghhh beng-chan was right….we fangirls only want to see what we want to see in our idols and most of them are good points…I told myself I am not blind to Tego's faults…there are lots…I tell you…but somehow reading other's people blogs and clearly pointing it out makes me realize..is this worth all my time and effort…yeah time..because you even though I am at office where I should be working..i tend to check out things…creating the impression that I am not really serious with work…(which is apparently quite true)…I am not sure if I have become too complacent with work or simply I am bored…until now I can't decided which is it..and imagine I am feeling tired after doing nothing at the office but got perked up when you saw TEGOMASS pics…don't you think that's too much….or too weird….

Someday somehow this insaneness and craziness will go away (I hope so…I remember getting distracted by Lee Dong Wook after practically drooling over Hyun Bin when I was watching My Name is Kim Sam Soon)…or maybe I just need to balance out my OL and RL life….i should have enrolled myself learning Chinese when I was enthusiastic about it..now I am not sure if I will be able to do that…time is not exactly on my side…it's already August in 6 months time, my contract will expire…part of me wanted to stay here...because I am used to it..and it's not really bad staying here….another part of wanted to try something NEW…or better yet getting closer to my dream of seeing Tegoshi Yuya singing live….(still my dream is about fangirling over TY..arrgghhh)

Help me I need to really strike a balance between my OL and RL life…

I think I might need to do another post just telling myself what I love Tegoshi/TEGOMASS/NEWS…

So very random: why did my mind reacted when I saw rather description of my blog got strikethrough in your blog..i know I have seen it before…but I feel like I was seeing that for the first time again…I know I lost the right to be your friend a long time ago..hopefully though i have a special part in your memory…I think once the mirror is broken even though we tried hard putting it back..it will never be the same anymore…and it's about time I find a new mirror…and I am sure you have…thanks again my dear..for those wonderful two years…and i am sorry for the things that I have done that might have hurt you….

TegoMass

Tegoshi Yuya & Masuda Takahisa..known as TEGOMASS or TEGOMASU..

It's been more than a year since I have discovered these kawaii boys…and did my love grow?? Yes!!!!!

Before I was simply contented in listening and finding videos of them singing together which led to me liking their group NEWS….among the other JE groups….

But now…I can't get enough of them especially with their Tegomasu's First concert tour…sadly I was not able to go there…it was too soon…I mean I was predicting it will be in the next few years…but NO!..their first concert was this year…huhuhuhuhu…..)…I do hope it will become a yearly event…please please JE…make it like NEWS yearly tour..demo on side note..i am quite sad since NEWS as a group together don't appear in TV much like the other JE groups..and I have this feeling that they wouldn't be doing any winter concert tour at the end of the year..because it is ARASHI'S 10^th anniversary…

Back to my kawaii boys TEGOMASS…I am really proud to be a fan of this two..why??

• They are both kawaii…
  
• Look at their smile..both adorable and even in your worst day..looking at them can make you smile and forget bad things happening..(I always do that when I pissed off ..i tried to search for their pictures..or simply look at one
  
• And lastly…their voices….one of the best singers among their agency…(sorry biased here)…but really..Tegoshi and Massu has their own distinct voices when they do their solos…but when they harmonized…it's beautiful….i am never tired of hearing it….
  

I have CD's of their single…and they are worth it…though some songs were quite cheesy when translated in English…but still they make it cute by just singing it..and of I really can't resist their VOICE…

As I was writing this post, I am listening to audio recording by a fan who watched their concert in OSAKA, their first show…though not even being there…it was easy to imagine them singing their songs ….and most of the fan reports said the concert was TEGOMASU-like…more on music and with the band and only their voices…I agree with some of them said..they don't need too much stage effects just listening to them is worth it….

Call me crazy or insane(wahahaha I think it's the same)…I cried when I first heard the acapella of miso soup..while having goosegumps…what more if I am actually there at the concert venue…I'm so envious with the fans who got to see them….and also I cannot stop myself squealing hearing them sing LIVE….

I admit..my soul has been pawned by these two…or maybe they are addiction..and I think it will be long time (who knows) that I will be healed…

And please God…hopefully I can watch them next year….pleaseee….

yosh

yosh!!! i did it...yatta...

finally my blogspot has my ichiban's pic as the background image...

*dancing*...

and hopefully blogspot will not be blocked in the place I am in...

rainbow color

just found this on someone livejournal and decided to take it also..hehehe

Your rainbow is shaded white.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

What is says about you: You are a contemplative person. You appreciate quiet moments. People depend on you to make them feel secure.

Find the colors of your rainbow at spacefem.com.

catch a wave

gawd..its been a long time since i last posted here...am i really that lazy...

i remember i did tried posting here..but oh well my laptop and internet connection sucks..enihows...its my fangirling heart kicking again...bwahahahaa..

finished catch a wave..a movie of miura haruma..he is such a cutie...the storyline was nice...not too short i think..and well i would love to learn how to surf hehehehe.....miura haruma was only 16 years when he filmed this movie....it was good..the only thing that stand's out is his voice...hahahaa...i mean it was like a little child's voice...i was also surprised rosa kato and him looked good together...kato rosa looked young in here....hehehehe.....

and i realized something...i have never watch a miura haruma work in which he doesn't look good with the girl...but i kinda always put him and gakky together....even though they only worked once with each other...hopefully more collaborations...

hehehe...and look how kawaii a 16-year old miura haruma....

ryusei no kizuna

finished watching ryusei no kizuna...sugee...

it was worth it...it is truly deserving for the awards it won ...story line omoshiroi..you would think its simple plot but as each episode unveiled it became interesting..and i was really surprised at the twist....it was funny, with a little bit of romance and a touch of sad things...which make it very unique....

this is the second Nino drama I have watched..and i must say im loving nino as an actor...it seems his acting has improved from Stand Up days...i think I should check out more Nino dramas...

ryo is so ryo in this drama...meanie yet sweet...a good supporting actor i might say...and who can resist him when he smiles..toda erika, she was really pretty here..and good too..i love her when she tried on that different roles when they are swindling....kaname jun yasashi desu...and i think his role suited him..hehehe...and post-it man character was so funny...i enjoyed watching his scenes...LOL

i definitely agree that Ryusei No Kizuna is the best Jdorama for 2008 Fall season...