lols baket ganun lahat na lang kau....

hahahaa...mejo masakit sa heart yung mga nakikita kong posts sa IG...about ALDUB although grabeh ung iba makabash sa kanilang dalawa....nasad lang ako kasi they make people happy a lot pero alam mo yun...iba pala talaga yung inside nila...

i don't say indi na ako faney--pero i have those idols i like..i still love tegomasu and news pero parang nabwasan na..i mean di na rin ako ganun kaactive kasi din and some of my fandom friends di ko na rin nakakausap or nakakapagfan girling parang alam mo yun...slowly drifting apart..

yung mga shiniship kong nagkapartner sa palabas na pinanood ko..hahaha..ayun..wala naman nagkatuluyan sa kanila...hahaha...except nadine and james pero di sila masyadong maingay.na.....
for maine and alden...di naman ako masyadong naginvest sa kanila to the point na ginagawa ng mga hard core fans...pero parang its sad lang..talaga..kung ano man nangyayari ngaun...parang walang katapusan...at walang gustong magsalita or umamin...hmmmm..pero ewan siguro sa ngaun...masakit talaga..

hay grabeh dumadami sunken ships ko hahahaa...at partida yan di pa todong fangirl...siguro tama na nga yung nagenjoy kami at napasaya nio kami...

Thank you Maine and Alden..

ang faney bawwwww

hahahaha...wala lang trip ko lang sumulat..so lets see what's going on with me...and my fandom or rather limited idols that i like hahahahaa...and also some dramas i have watched...okay...tsaraaannn

kpop idols

lolss currently - i only have 2 groups i stan lols - KARD and BTOB..but actually i dont really stan them..i just like watching their performance videos or MV of the song i like....

BTOB's You're the Only for Me -- tugged my heartstrings like Missing You-- love it...and i was discovering how cute BTOB are hahahaha....and their vocal line...love love themmm..more ballads please...

KARD -- my babies --please teach me how to dance and have a body like somin huhuhuhu...uggh..these beautiful creatures -- i hope i have the chance to watch live..please come to malaysia...i always love their releases..and will always love somin..coz this girl is on fire...
their current release which have a choreo that looks easy(but im sure its not)..is such a bop and so nice to listen too...

Hyorin (of Sistar-previously)--this queen and sexy lady..is making me groove to her see sea song..the promotions she did is not your typical idol promotions..she did busking(wish i was there)she got foreigner as backup dancers and yes not only her voice is to die for...BODY GOALS...
she is just one talented lady and i like that she is confident and loves what she do..she has that aura when doing the promotions...

asian dramas

hmmm recently i am into cdramas...those 40 episodes that are 25 minute long..hahahaa...

oh my emperor ---i have the 2nd lead syndrome and it doesnt help that i have watched videos when there are promotions for this show - in which the 2nd lead and girl lead are the ones mostly talking and teasing each other....so who is the OTP..despite the bloodbath..some confusion with the plot i still get to kilig with the main leads they did deliver even if im rooting for Mohan...still fine to repeat out of boredom..

the perfect match -- i stopped watching this hahahaa..after episode 12...and i jumped to the ending...they ended up together so im okay...hehehe..but let me see if i will pick it up again...

lion's pride --i survived it because of the bestfriend guy...the chemistry is there..but there is something to be improved for the main lead's acting abilities...hahahaa.

korean odyssey - stopped watching hahaha cant seem to pick it up again yet...

been wanting to start watching are you human but i think its a long korean drama..so let me wait till it is finish if im still interested to watch it...

ALDUB - yes nman mahal ko pa rin ang ALDUB kahit paminsan minsan lang ako magsilip ng tweet nila...hahahaha...eto lang masasabi ko..meng aminin mo....kambal ba kayo ni rj wahahaa..magkamukha na kau...sa mga pics na kuha ng fans..good luck sa inyong 2....at sana inannounce nio na kasal nio..wahahahaha

blabbs

i decided to write after reading a tweet regarding a crying tegoshi and not taking massu's towel..

which makes me think - did massu and tegoshi really have grow apart...i want to go inside their mind or maybe just witness them off cam...hahahaa..because i feel like tegoshi is only enduring it because they belong to the same group...i haven't really watched them interacting for a very long time...even their shows not enough motivation to watch but i think that's because i know tegoshi will be more closer to the 2 members than massu...

on the other side - i also wonder if massu is just using fanservice to tegoshi...and not sincere...the reason i really stopped watching them already is because they broke my heart...i love them together even just singing...but they have priorities now..and they are entertainer...i hope all those peoples i have love to watch..i will not boxed them...because it only hurts me...

my love for them has dwindled along the years..yes..i still like NEWS...but i think most of the time i just passed them not giving them enough time to really look into them deeply and see how much they have grow and change..

i will always be thankful to NEWS and TEGOMASU for being with all through those years...they made my living abroad easier....and hopefully someday - my heart and mind will accept that...tegoshi and massu will never be best of friends or even friends..they just happen to be in the same workplace...

thank you TEGOMASU for all those wonderful..i hope someday i can watch your LIVE...and simply enjoy your amazing voices...

Ganbare !!!!

sulat lang

hahaha..i missed writing in blogs..its not that i don't have time..it's just sometimes it hard to organise your thoughts into something comprehensible..hopefully my spelling is right..

anyway on my last day being at this age hahahaha..i want to mark down also and celebrate and acknowledged myself for being a fangirl of asian cuties for a decade...so long already...ang tagal na..thanks to the internet..

i think it is more than a decade..probably nearing 2 decades...it all started with kdrama then kpop then jdorama then jpop...chinese/taiwanese drama then mando pop...and noowww....tsaran...my love for lakorn is getting bigger hahahaha...and sadly im not enjoying some of my own countries palabas na hahahahaa...parang i find it so mediocre...hahahaa....

i remember when we were flying to taiwan last april - for flying entertainment there are a lot of tagalog movies which were quite popular and box office in the philippines...i tried to watch then hahaha only a few minutes into the movie - i changed to another movie..and it repeats until all the videos hahaha were played...hahaha...ang attention span ko grabeh...they didnt even hold my interest...not sure why..the artistas are nice looking naman...hahahaa baka dahil walang subtitles at naiintindihan ko hahahahahaha..

here's the thing...nawiwindang ako minsan kapag i heard my native language all over the places..parang feeling ko alien ako...hahahaha..like when i went back last april for 3 weeks...i met with my friends to eat at some Filipino restaurant...nawindang ako sa ingay ng atmosphere na parang di ko naenjoy masyadoh ung company ng friends...halos di kami magkarinigan...because of the talk around the restaurant plus yung background music..kaloka hahaha...

ayan na out of topic na naman ako sa dapat kong isulat..at ayun wala naman ang thoughts ko hahahahaa....

as i was saying...recently im getting into thai lakorns...actually it was in 2016 when i saw the full house thai version..then i have those koojins hahaha...well all of them are sunken ship nows lols...so i dont expect anymore...and there quite of thai lakorns i have watched hahaa...some i fast forwarded...lols...and sometimes i cringed kasi sa ibang actors parang gusto ko lang makita yung main girl at main guy...hahahaha

my latest sunken ship is tsaran....bella and pope....from Bhuppae Sunniwat...waaah..this series...i love the time travel plot..the chemistry is awesome and nakakakilig sila...i really have this weak heart if the actor got a nice smile...weakness ko eh....although i think the translation is not that accurate..and the there are some scenes in which i skipped..i totally love this partnership...and body goals etong si bella...haahahaha....but the feels while watching them flirting..then the BTS hahaha...so LOL...and both are really good actors and actresses...the other leads mejo familiar ako..due to Cupid series..i guess like in the Philippines...they are exclusive to one channel...hehehehe...

the series was so popular in thailand they will have their reruns hahahaa...with my recent love for thai lakorns..i find it so refreshing how close as friends yung mga lead stars...

ang cute nilaa hahahaha

sabi nga nila ALDUB pa rin...

wahahahah...grabeh lang what a roller coaster but i think philippine entertainment is in for a new phenomenon..gone are the days that fans are just silent...fans now are trying to use the social media to the max...

as a consumer i always believe that - business men should take a look at whats happening in the world for them to see what is IN and OUT..

when i read the open letter of maine to the fans confirming her relationship with alden..i was hurt...yeah..i was like awts they were only friends but then...there are some contradictions for a delulu fans like me..hey i have been shipping for a long time for other couples(sino ba nagkatuluyan hahaha)...and so far...most of them are sunken ships hahahaha...but i didnt regret shipping them..i always love their camarederie...and the friendship..you will never be able to produce such great chemistry if don't have good feelings with each other...ok na ako doon sa part na friends lang sila..which is okay lang....ganun talaga showbiz eh...then maine have another twitter..i was like..sinaksak mo na ako inulit mo pa..cannot understand...and i feel sadder..omg umiyak kaya ako..i was like asking Lord - why am I crying di naman nila ako kilala...and seriously..i only check them on twitter and IG..watched a few KS episodes and one movie..pero you know..i can't help but feel betrayed....

i logout of twitter lalo na sa opis hahaha-- logout sia then pagdating sa bahay i logged on using my pc..para kahit pano mamamanage ko expectations ko...

i am impressed with ADN...laban kung laban...and slowly its unfolding...the reason why meng have open letter to the fans..part of me already realized the open letter to the fans was for alden..para magkaroon ng room si alden para di sia masisi...tulad ng pinababayaan si meng magparty sa gabi with friends...hahaha parang i never assumed alden is mahigpit as jowa--i mean i think he wants maine to enjoy life too....i always have this belief that they are not suffocating each other-- its more like the fans and management are suffocating them...

i only have the chance to see their pics, gif sa twitter..but their eyes are smiling brightly when they are together...i dont think that is something like acting..hahaha...iba ang mata ni alden when he is with maine..hahahaha...delulu mode...

everyone will have their say on what happened to aldub for the past few days...all i can say..i will still support wahahaha in prayers lang...im a silent fan hahahah....at waley ako sa pinas..ang book ni meng di pa rin nabibili ng kapatid ko so good luck na lang...but like any other couple that i have shipped im sure...someday maayos din eto...from what i can see they are good people na naipit lang sa isang maling management ng isang network(wahahaha i will always be forever bitter @gmanetwork dahil pinaghiwalay nila ang julielmo) but sabi nga nila past is past...at naniwala ako ang biggest weapon ng ADN is prayers for Alden and Maine plus their own belief na ALDUB p arin..

Alden and Maine - thank you for allowing Filipinos unite like ADN..
May you both stay healthy and happy..God blesss

eto napapala eh

wahahahaha...jusme nakailang palit na bago ang password dito...lague ko na lang di matandaan...ayan tuloy wala akong nachichika lols...charot lang...

well ano nga ba nagaganap sa buhay fangirl ko..hmmm ayun finofollow ko pa rin ang IG ni meng..hahahaa...at ano pa ba..nagbabasa pa rin ng tweets...at paminsan naiinis sa mga tao..lols..
i still have ships that make my heart flutter and sometimes broken..wahahahaha..but all in all...i just missed those days when I truly shipped tegomass and kyumi and im reading like everything on livejournal just to pass the day...

i miss those friends na nakakchika mo at nakakiligan mo...of course i do ship man and woman..but then iba pa rin ang tegomass and kyumi..and then there's goguma couple tapos nadagdagan na ng boyoo couple..wahahahaha...plus si do bong soon and minhyuk lols

hay marami na akong shiniship and matagal tagal ko na rin narealize...chemistry is good chemistry..but sometimes fans are so selfish and they expect their idols to follow their dictate..but then they are also human who gets hurt...

before i finish this ranting..let me post this pic hihihihi

ang pogii mooo massuuu

and my fangirl heart is happy...and longing wahahahaha

i think 2016 was my most active or rather back to being normal for asian dramas...hahaha asian dramas...because i watched kdramas, twdramas, thai lakorns..and c-dramas...since i was lost myself with V focus TW drama during the year end...it will be no surprise that half a month in January..i just finished one of the most popular kdrama last year...Scarlet Ryeo or Moon Lovers...and damn...even if i have forwarded the second to the last episode...*sighs* my heart *sighs*

so i will try to appease myself and get over with all the dramas I have watched in 2017..hahahaha hopefully i remember...hahahaha...but i will start with kdramas..hehehehe..(and im not sure if i will do it one post hahahaha)

SCARLET RYEO or Moon Lovers..
-- how to start on this one..since its really fresh..wahahahahhaa...i even want to watchthe  chinese drama version..hahaha but then its the same ending so no need...i am content with the korean version..despite *sighs* not having a happy ending..waaaaahhh..not even a chance meeting in the modern times...

Okay..for the last 6 episodes..i was blurting out..does the throne have a cursed..hahaha..that everyone need to be killed...brothers and everything....but then this drama despite making me cry was worth watching..the action, drama, comedy and romance...was interesting..though really open ended ending *cries buckets*...i thought this is only for jdramas or jmovies...wahahahaha...i can do it for movies...but for drama you will always want a second season for that happy ending...now i realized why netizens keeps on demanding season 2...hahahahaha...but then sometimes i think the beauty is in that....let your imaginations go wild...

the cast was an eye candy...hahaha..your screen will never be deprived of beautiful people...the princes and their leading ladies....oh...

lee jun gi - i never see him in a role that is not suited to him...you look hot in with mask or without mask..but seriously i hate your hair when you became a king..i love those side bangs..you look more human..hahahaha....

iu - oh this is the first time i have watched her...i always wonder..how she acts..hahahaha...because her music sounds sweet to me..not lovingly ballad sweet..but teeny booper and pacute sweet...
i am satisfied with her...and well all fans envied her for having those pretty boys...with her in the drama...but she gave justice to her role...and i admit she's really cute...and can we have an iu and lee jong suk drama..and act as siblings or twins..seriously..all i can see is lee jong suk in her..hahahaha..

kang ha neul--when can i see you get the lady...hahahaha...you always have awesome chemistry with the female leads...and seriously i will ship you..but then you get all nicey and everything goes wrong.. shipped them already to the main lead...hahaha...looking so fine and acting so fine...

hong jong hyun - i have always thought you will be good acting as villain..hahaha...as long as it bad..you did well in this drama..but how i wish they made you more bad ass..you did your part to shine...but i think it should have been better not because of your acting sucks..but i think the exposure and the script or the character they give you...but i want moar...

as for the princes...i love how baekhyun is so playful..and nam joo hyuk...can i keep you as my companion..and seohyun baby...you've grown up...im hoping for you more challenging roles and villain roles hahahaha...can i have goguma drama...just want to see if you still look good with yong hwa...wahahhahaha

overall it was interesting to watch this drama..and understand the hype...hhehehee..but it not a drama i will watch again..not because of the heartache and crying parts that left you painful heart...for me it was a drama...thats all..hahahhaa

hmmm maybe next post for the other dramas...wahahhahaha