almost over you

i sang Almost Over You on Valentine's day when me and my friends went RAMADA hotel to celebrate this special day. After delicious meal especially those pattiseries and listening to sentimental love songs during the meal, we ended up continuing to the bar...right beside the restaurant hahaha..actually we just changed table. Same singer but different table.

i really liked this song...and this song always remind me of someone special..for these past few days, that boy kept invading my mind even in my dreams and whenever i think of him i became nostalgic...*sighs*

but im glad that in my dreams we have already reconciled maybe because in the back of mind i guess it was really what I wanted so badly..to go back to the way before...but i am not sure..if it will come..and my mother even asks about him hehehhee...of course they dont know that we don't really talked to each other now...like the way we used to...

everyone is telling me why him..i dont know either im not sure if i got too comfortable with him and ended up falling in love with him then got broken hearted...i am not really sure what's bothering me all this time????...i know i can smile and laugh everytime i remember those stupid things i have done especially when i confessed my love to him...our common friend is right..i was devastated when i saw him with another man...

now i am not sure if i got jealous of the divided attention..i was the closest the person(or so i think) during that time..then that guy came along...and everything went out of control for me...btw..wow..my heart is not aching anymore thinking about that...DOES THIS REALLY MEAN IM OVER HIM????

i guess im thinking too much and missing him..talking to him...shopping with him....*sighs*..

I MISS YOU KULIT..hontouni aitakuite!!

i am not sure this post make sense but nonetheless i just want to let it out of my head and my heart...oki doki...